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She's Alive! :P

Wed Oct 28, 2009, 8:15 AM
So, I'm going to try and update this as much as possible again since before I wasn't even sure what was going to happen in my life, and that made me very, very stressed and depressed. It was a long summer of fun, but a lot of confusion. It is now October, well, the last week, and at least now I have a path to walk on in life. :)

At the end of August, I moved in with my boyfriend's mother, because she said she needed my help with looking after her daughter and what not, so I agreed happily. I found a place to live in Bridgewater. :D
People often wonder why I moved here, and I'm not too sure myself, to be honest. I think it's because I wanted a fresh start, to be able to be in a small town where no one but Adrian's family & my cousins up the road from me that I know. It certainly feels a lot better walking wherever I want/need to without running into the assholes from my old high school, Forest Heights, and them trying to start drama. (:

Yet, little did I know, that at the end of September, my boyfriend who lived an hour away from me (by car) was telling his father and his wife that he was leaving because he wasn't happy at all there. Considering his step mother tried to ruin our relationship by trying to keep us apart, he was ready to get away. We needed each other so much; we longed for one another once more. So, to my surpise, when I arrived home one evening from spending the day with my mother, there he was, unpacked and all. I don't remember when I stopped crying from happiness that night. I always clung to him for a while, afraid that he would have to leave once again.

But he wasn't.

So after everything we had to go through to stay together, we were granted an opportunity of being able to live together. It's been bliss ever since.

On another note, what about school you ask? Well, Adrian goes to the high school over here, and I, sadly, had to take a year off... it seems I didn't apply to the school properly. Apparently, since I've been on IPP (Indivudual program plans; for those who have trouble learning) courses my whole school life (I have a learning disability), they're making me apply as a special needs student, ugh.. and they didn't have enough openings.. so, come on September 2010 already! :(

So that pretty much sums up my life til now.

I've managed to make a few new friends out here, but I'm not sure if they're interested in having a good friendship with me.. but I still try nonetheless. ^^ I have enough friends barely as it is because a lot of people are going around saying I'm like their best friend and all, but when it comes down to it, am I really? I mean, half the people that say that don't call, email, message or do anything at all to show me that they even care about being friends,. certain people whom I will not mention, keep on saying they're really busy and all, but on facebook, I see them talking with people on their walls during the times I was trying to message them myself.. I don't buy it anymore. & I feel like a fool for doing so in the first place. I really miss being with my friends from back home.. some days I feel like Adrian's the only friend I do have, even though I know better.
However, to those who have really still stuck by me, I love you all to death & I hope someday soon we can all hang out again.

A special thanks to Shannon, my waifu. You have really helped me out lately, and I appreciate it very much! ^_^
I miss you. ♥

So, i'll slowly be adding photos again soon. I'm working on drawings right now too. :)

That's all for now, I suppose... if there's anyone left that's still watching me on here, please let me know you're still alive as well! Lol. Peas? XD

Love,

Donna xo ♥

  • Mood: Satisfied
  • Listening to: The Radio.
  • Reading: New Moon.
  • Watching: This.
  • Playing: This.
  • Eating: This.
  • Drinking: Nothing.

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No comments?! :O

Well then, I'll be the first to comment very proudly. I'm so very happy for you hun! <3 I'm glad that life is turning around for the better for you. And I'll always be here to help you out when you need someone to talk to or if you feel like that glimmer of hope is about to run out, I'll be there to show you that not everything is as hopeless as it seems. <3

--
Princess of the little ninja people and a phoenix progany

Beauty is the life that you create for yourself and believe that happiness will come to you.

There's no certainty that can keep you from living your life the way you want it to be.
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Omg. *tear*
That was beautiful. :O

I love you, waifu! <3 :D

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